Personal, Tony Hoagland

Don’t take it personal, they said;
but I did, I took it all quite personal—

the breeze and the river and the color of the fields;
the price of grapefruit and stamps,

the wet hair of women in the rain—
And I cursed what hurt me

and I praised what gave me joy,
the most simple-minded of possible responses.

The government reminded me of my father,
with its deafness and its laws,

and the weather reminded me of my mom,
with her tropical squalls.

Enjoy it while you can, they said of Happiness
Think first, they said of Talk

Get over it, they said
at the School of Broken Hearts

but I couldn’t and I didn’t and I don’t
believe in the clean break;

I believe in the compound fracture
served with a sauce of dirty regret,

I believe in saying it all
and taking it all back

and saying it again for good measure
while the air fills up with I’m-Sorries

like wheeling birds
and the trees look seasick in the wind.

Oh life! Can you blame me
for making a scene?

You were that yellow caboose, the moon
disappearing over a ridge of cloud.

I was the dog, chained in some fool’s backyard;
barking and barking:

trying to convince everything else
to take it personal too.

MLS GUEST POST: Photographer Michael Winters

image

Michael Winters’ website: http://www.michaelwintersphotography.com/
Also here: http://michaelwintersphotography.tumblr.com/

Robert Smith and Mary Poole. Married for a zillion years now. Still happy. Still awesome. No kids.

Robert Smith and Mary Poole. Married for a zillion years now. Still happy. Still awesome. No kids.

Sky — Matthew Dickman

I remember when the sky
was all the rage,
like last night and how it felt
like a bundle of letters
flung into the air
over the apartment
where you and I slept
like two keys in someone’s pocket,
the same sky
as this morning but now it’s more
like a sheet that’s been
lifted like rice over a wedding
party. Jumbo jets
are swimming through the clouds
and you are driving
to California
with your son asleep
in the back, every microcosm
of his body is initialed
with your name, with the sound
and wet mouth of your skin.
I’m getting ready
to walk through this city
for the tenth billion time, getting
ready to be a person
who is not like an empty building,
who is not like an emergency
kit, the swabs and needles,
the antiseptic and Band-Aids,
today I will be the way
I always wanted to be, someone
drinking coffee and being
kind of knowing
the difference between making
love and putting on
his shoes. The way I smile,
with the dental dam
of death clouding up my teeth
is something you always
knew about me, something you liked
a little in the left part of your body
which is the part that has water
and trees, puddles of blood
and planets of organs. I want to know
just what kind of a person
goes to sleep with one name
and wakes up with another, my inner life
has so many passports
I don’t think it belongs to any particular
Nation, nor would it be saved
if all out war were to appear over
the hedges like a mother
appearing in the middle of a Mall
where her lost child
has been watching a strange man
do a trick with a quarter,
a pin, and his thick hands. Whenever
you go, I am sawed in half
in front of an audience of one,
before the two boxes of myself
are wheeled back together and I get
to stand up again, and bow, and walk away.

"The Shrimp at Sea." Richard Avedon, 1967

"The Shrimp at Sea." Richard Avedon, 1967

"Oh the blackness is murderous
and the milk tip is brimming
and each machine is working
and I will kiss you when
I cut up one dozen new men
and you will die somewhat,
again and again."

An excerpt from “Again and Again and Again,” Anne Sexton

"There is a limit to the amount of misery and disarray you will put up with, for love, just as there is a limit to the amount of mess you can stand around a house. You can’t know the limit beforehand, but you will know when you’ve reached it. I believe this."

— ― Alice Munro

MLS WEEKLY GUEST POST - Writer Jenn Monroe

As I Was Saying

Old maple leaves barely able to hang on green, go

                        What will they do in tomorrow’s red dress?

soon to mulch or scatter down the street with

garbage. What is this conversation, this little

Crunch the bone of it to cake flour.

dance of when-we-can-what-we’ll-do? Are we

low, long, reverberations of dialogue about

the real dressed as the mundane? We’ve forgotten

                        A kind of play?

our native tongue, so speak with fingertips close to lips or

pressed into the small of my back. You whisper in

                         I want to float with those three in your key,

that breath span between release and reconnect. We are

                        let them curl under my chin.

closer to it there. That is our conversation.

                        Yes, that.

(“As I Was Saying” appears in Monroe’s chapbook, Something More Like Love.)


Let’s What?

Go for a rain walk with towels. Place bets

on puddles we’ve not seen since January

and may never see again. Let’s be serious

for a moment—let’s not! Count buds on maples. Let’s break

the window of the house across the street with our hands.

Let’s climb trees slick black, grab the crow at the top by the tail.

            Let’s pray! Let’s not. Let’s beg! Let’s not.

Let’s let each other have our way with each other. Let’s do this again

real soon. Let’s create strange verses. Let’s try to pick ourselves up

off the floor after so much whiskey—so many whiskey kisses.

About Jenn Monroe: Jenn Monroe is executive editor of Eastern Point Press and co-founder and an editor/educator for Eastern Point Lit House. She is the author of Something More Like Love (2012, Finishing Line Press) and her poems have been published in a wide array of literary journals. She lives with her loves in New Hampshire. 

See more of her work here: www.thepoetgirl.com

Wedding Invitation, Keith Haring

Wedding Invitation, Keith Haring

- Beginners.

- Beginners.

(Source: lascens, via waitingformagritte)

Jed Perl’s “Flirtation.” (from “Antoine’s Alphabet”)

"Nothing much happens in Watteau’s paintings, aside from an endless round of flirtations, a grandly pleasurable buildup to pleasure or to the possibility of pleasure. There is also, however, a confounding or distracting or confusing of amorous signals, so that love’s arrows, far from ever flying straight, do corkscrew curls, ricochet, bounce, float, zigzag in a scattering of patterns that are like noting so much as the diagrams abandoned by a mad scientist on a blackboard. So how are we to understand these paintings that are a never-ending plot of come-ons, importunings, seductions, rejections, equivocations, retreats? What precisely does flirtation mean? I found myself thinking about all this after a friend, standing in the middle of his office heaped high with books, gave me his new one, The Flirt’s Tragedy, a quickening excursion through Victorian and Edwardian fiction, which actually begins in the present, with Milan Kundera’s novel Immortality and the thought that “immortality does not adhere to romantic passion perse but rather to passion’s calculated postponement.” Reading that sentence on the bus back from my friend’s office, I realized that in a sense passion’s calculated postponement is Watteau’s essential subject, so that his paintings become a meditation on the possibilities and impossibilities of love, a meditation on the chance that two people might come together, might for at least a time be turned into one.

 Watteau’s paired lovers, locked in their agonizing, delicious indecision, are emblems of the ever-approaching and ever-receding possibility of love. You may argue that Watteau’s paintings of his contemporaries are an exploration of the possibility that love can change the world, and in this sense they are, like many works by Titian and Poussin, responses to love stories from classical mythology. But with Watteau the story is never complete. You try to join your destiny with another’s, but you can’t. Or at least you fear that you can’t. Flirtation becomes for Watteau’s men and women a perpetual process of becoming—a myth for modern times. As the young lovers fritter away their afternoons in the charming gardens, the old romantic love stories are collapsing. And the lover’s gestures—the touching, the looking, the looking away—are a fracturing, an abstracting of love’s grand narratives, a fracturing that shatters the authority of the narrative, creating curiously enigmatic images. What we are witnessing is something like the death of storytelling, or at least the thickening or slowing of storytelling, until the parts of the story—the young man’s arms extended in a near embrace, the young woman’s head turned away in doubt—are so magnified as to refer only to themselves. All of love becomes a sketch, a rehearsal, an episode in an experiment that can never be completed.”

(with thanks for this post to Christopher Calvin-Pollard)

MLS WEEKLY GUEST POST - Writer Guy Capecelatro III

Her Name (by Guy Capecelatro III)

Elise is afraid of the sound of her own name.  She’s only been here two months and this morning, on the bus, she thought she heard it called from a car passing.  When she turned, a man’s head, black scraggily hair, darted back inside.  Of course it wasn’t him but maybe it was someone they once knew.  Or were they calling some other name.  Lisa perhaps.

 “Elise,” she says under her breath, “Lisa, Elise.  Lisa.”  Could they even see into the bus with the morning sun all glaring across the glass?

 She has moved three times this past year.  Elise fears the phone and mail.  Friendly faces, routine.  She thinks of all the things that frighten her as she sweeps the recently shorn red hair into a pile.  The peroxide starts to tingle then burn at her scalp.  Elise carefully lines the ends up on the bathroom floor then gathers it all in her hand and ties a thin, brown thread around the end.  She tapes it to the mirror then steps into the shower.

“Elise,” she says.  “Elise.”

Read More

"Mom loved my brother more. Not that she didn’t love me - I felt the wash of her love every day, pouring over me, but it was a different kind, siphoned from a different, and tamer, body of water. I was her darling daughter; Joseph was her it."

— Aimee Bender, The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake

"If I had my way we’d sleep every night all wrapped around each other like hibernating rattlesnakes."

— William S. Burroughs

"Love lingers where you least expect it." - © Paula Sweet, artist/sculptor/painter 
For more of her incredible work,go to http://www.paulasweet.com/index.php
**Many thanks to Paula Sweet for honoring me with her photography and words for the weekly minutelovestories guest post!**

"Love lingers where you least expect it."
- © Paula Sweet, artist/sculptor/painter

For more of her incredible work,
go to http://www.paulasweet.com/index.php

**Many thanks to Paula Sweet for honoring me with her photography and words for the weekly minutelovestories guest post!**